find myself sighing when my friends post pictures of their own children.
I never was one to want children when I was younger, I thought them an
absolute waste of money and completely pointless. Now, as I see the
little bundle of joys to all my young mother friends, I wonder if its so
bad. I find myself imagining things like baby names and candid pregnancy
pictures. I know I'm not ready and still feel myself to be too young.
But I just wonder......
If I was financially set I would. I feel embarrassed that I barely have
settled into my 20s and I imagine family life. Is it so wrong? Girls
much younger than me are rearing children.
Maybe im an old young soul or the other way around.
Me? A mom? =D
Is it sad that I can't see passed the image of me being alone or just
the face of reality.
I hate feeling this way.....
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